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Sunday, November 28, 2004

I'm going crazy. Serious.

Clare [1:25 AM]
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Saturday, November 27, 2004

The sexy tiny eyes.. dat flawless long straight nose..the strong jawline of his...that absolutely kissable sexy lips... his talented fingers... dat broad masculine shoulders and not to mention the irresistable dimples.All these mark the makings of the sexiest, most talented singer on earth..JAY CHOU.
Not a single vocab can bring out the essence of his concert. Itz reali "wu yu lun bi". The concert started off with a bang with the song of yi fu zhi ming. Jay came down on a cross. Wats horrible is dat we oni get to see his back. O_O
My god..his piano performance with 1 guy frm nan quan ma ma was juz beautiful beyond words. Watching his hands fly over the keyboard makes my heart melt n my knees crumble. He plays better den dat macksim [whatever his name is] guy. cherie, i think u'll go mad in awe if u see it.
hmm..i beri slpy..shall end my blog here & continue tmr. Tell u the details nxt time nixon.


Clare [1:48 AM]
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Friday, November 26, 2004

Down down down i land..back to my homeland. [hmm..dat sounds abit cliche ]

I'm back to s'pore. Looking at our airport, i've juz learn to appreciate how gorgeous it is. For some weird reasons, i'm proud of S'pore [dats quite out of the blue] & i noe why S'pore was voted the best international airport. [i'm sounding like a snooob] seriously i'm quite sick of shopping. All we do in bangkok is to wake up..eat breakfast..& shop shop shop shop..eat dinner.. have a game or 2 of dai de..go zzzzzzz....wake up....eat breakfast n shop shop shop shop again.
My cousin appears to have gone for an extreme makeover in 1 of the salons at Mabokong. He juz went in to have a haircut & the hair dresser poses him a seemingly harmless question : "up or down?" Voting for the safer choice [or so it seems], he told the hairdresser "up". Poooffff.. in about 10 seconds time..his hair stood up by 4 inches. My aunt expression when she saw him was a classic 1. She didnt notice him till he greeted her with a "Da yi". She juz stood there flabbergasted n gasped wide mouth at him in shock. [Pls dun think i'm exaggerating, itz true] Unfortunately, his spiky hair seems to display no other uses except collecting dust frm the ever polluted air of bangkok.
We happen to dine in at the hotel restaurant & there's a guy playing the piano n singing there. He got a great n smoothing voice. what's interesting to add is that a lady join him in singing. i've got nth against her, itz juz dat her smile gives me the creeps. Whenever u happen to catch her eyes [dats not hard, considering dat there's only 2 tables including ours], she'll give u dis veri, i shall accentuate it again, VERI wide plastic smile dat flares up her nostrils. That's not a pleasant sight, trust me. She got a great classical soprano voice. The problem is she tries to sing pop songs like britney spears's & spice gals's in a classical way. It doesnt work. Period.
N something gross happen on the flight back to S'pore. i wanted to use the toilet on the plane n there's this ah bei b4 me. When i went into the toilet..i saw urine sprayed across the toilet seat n on the floor. N i've to clean up for him b4 i dare to sit on the seat. Uncle [absolutely no blood relation], pls aim properly nxt time.

Clare [7:40 AM]
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

fly fly fly away...off i go... gliding thru the clouds...

Clare [1:53 PM]
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Monday, November 22, 2004
Oh my god!!!
Wheeeeeee!!! i cant believe dat i'm going to Jay's concert. A phone call from nixon today change my life completely. I feel like i've been reborn.....I'm going to see Jay in person! [OMG,i think i gonna faint from the excitement ] wheeeeeeeee..... i'm going crazy........but i dun mind ~dadadadada~ now i oni pray dat my dad will loan me $50.
on another fun note..i went to play badminton today. i THINK me & jarrel won. [at least 4 the 1st round] But Sin n Thiam boon score lots of points too.. from hitting the shuttlecock beneath the net. According to Thiam boon, the team earns 10pts whenever the shuttlecock is shoved under the net.
we met mao mao at the market 2. Thiam boon got a "scolding" frm her. *evil grin* heh heh heh...


Clare [9:24 PM]
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Friday, November 19, 2004

i'm finally updating my blog. Juz came back from Sentosa..the weather seems to be against us for the whole day. dark swirling clouds surround us told us of an imminent storm approaching. worst thing was the rain came at alternate times & the last time the sky opened & poured buckets of water on us. needless to say, we became drenched chicken. on the brighter side of things, there's no nid for me to take a risk by using my sunblock. [i've as strong suspicion dat itz expired but the date happen to be smudged so there's no way of finding out] ooh..btw, my guru happen to noe a beri cute guy called marcus.
another thing..i saw him yesterday in white & blue. wat's eerie is dat i've been thinking what would i do if i see him at tampines interchange. Call it spooky or wat..he appeared right before my eyes with a group of frens. For the 3 years we've known each other, we've nv met anywhere outside.itz weird to see him again, it kinda evoke sad feelings. at least i noe he's well and hapi now.
last thing..wanna thank Nixon for letting me enjoy moments with Jay! :p

Clare [10:45 PM]
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Friday, November 12, 2004

only jay chou could exhibit the charm dat made me did what i've done. i've never work so feverishly before..not for my homework, not for my exams, definitely not for PW..but for jay..i'll do anything. [i noe u guys muz be thinking: "man, she's not right in her mind"] i had spent an hour typing an irritatingly long article from 'Teenage' and post it on jay chou net. N at that precise moment..my darn internet gotta hang and leave me with the dreaded msg of "This page cannot be displayed". [u can imagine my feelings] n being the devoted fan i am, i retype the whole thing a 2nd time. [jay, how can u doubt my sincerity now?] Finally, i manage to post dat thing up. *bathe in delight* so you guys can go view my masterpiece at jay chou net.

~Discover the glint of steel within me~

Clare [10:20 PM]
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the love that died
i chose a new path today..a path without him.

Clare [4:00 PM]
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Juz came back from me & teresa's bdae celebration!! had a beri fun time at Kbox.. zai wu ding chang zhe ni de ge... haha. we den went BK to have a little snack, n i was suay enuff to kena a dare wen playing zhong ji mi mah. thx to my dear guru, the dare became a pretty mild one.
Now for the sentimental paragraph..im reali touched by all the msgs & presents i received from my frens. thx guys for celebrating with me & making my day such a wonderful one.. u guys are great!!
i made a decision today..i guess im going to end my love path.. doesn't make sense to walk a path dat wun have a hapi ending.
dats all for my entry today..soooo slpy..feel like skipping school tmr.. [i noe, if it rains tmr means im fated not to go sch =p]


Clare [11:32 PM]
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
darn my nose
i think there's seriously something wrong with my nose.. i've been sneezing alot ever since i step out of com lab 3 after OP. cherie,emilyn,clarissa and shaline gave me an anklet [is dat how u spell it?] for my bdae. itz kinda 2 big for me but nevertheless i'll still wear it. thx guys!!! oh, & i think today is the day which all meridians have been anticipating.. from now onwards WR..NOMs..OP..evaluation of resources are gone for good [well..at least till we completed JC]. No more rubbish, no more SMS, no more elderly homes and no more OBESITY! seriously i'm quite sick of obesity, i mean hu cares about the 28 types of illnesses that are related to obesity?? tmr is a special day..besides deepavali dat is [if u get wat i mean =p] ..i'm looking forward to tmr. =0) not forgetting to wish joylynn a hapi bdae. [hey, we r 17 gal!!] Rite..guess i shall end off my entry here...byez..

Is he thinking of me......


Clare [10:38 PM]
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

yippie!!! PW oral presentation is finally over..i tot i screw up my speech abit. but aww..nvm..i'm glad as long as it is over. tmr marks the end of PW [cheers, cry for joy]..besides dat, itz oso teresa's bdae. Hapi bdae gal!
there's something wrong with my nose today. i kept sneezing non stop since i came out from com lab 3. wonder if someone is cursing or missing me. dah, guess cursing is more likely.
guess i'll end dis short entry n continue to nurse my poor red nose.... nitezzzz

Clare [10:27 PM]
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Monday, November 08, 2004

Tmr is the last day of PW.. [cheers man]. had quite a fun time doing our GPF today. me, eve and eugene were coming up with ridiculous methods of stalking [dat makes me sound like a sicko] jay when he comes to Singapore. there's rumour dat he may visit the heeren during his stay in singapore. dats it..i'm going to camp over there on the 24th, 25th, 26th and 27th. if oni i could spot him..*dreams* The 3 of us came out with downright silly ideas to capture jay. Eugene suggests to use a net to capture n kidnap him so dat i can put him at my house and stare at him all day long. Oh god, how i wish i could do dat. [i'm starting to realise dat i'm a freako] anybody noes what hotel Jay will be staying in?? mayb i could get a job as a cleaning lady there.. i might get real lucky and finds a strand of jay's hair when i cleans up his room. if i find a strand of his hair, i'm going to frame it up.. haiz..imagine dat........
i saw in the article dat jay loves to eat the Bah Kut Teh and Hai Nan Ji Fan..anybody knows of any famous Bah kut Teh or chicken rice stall..i might wanna stalk the stall during jay's stay in S'pore. [all rite all rite..i should stop building castles in the air eh..]
went on a shopping trip with guru and yan yesterday. dat guru played a prank on me. i wun elaborate on the prank since itz kinda awkward. but guru, u better beware of the evil scorpio. we scorpios dun allow ppl to play a prank on us without seeking revenge. *evil laugh* Maybelle called me tnite to said dat there's a class gathering dis thur. dunno if we r sticking to our old deepavali plans or are we changing it. But itz kinda weird if he is going too. sighz, itz been a long time since i last spoke to him, dunno how's he now. i have a feeling my upcoming bdae will hold lots of surprises. only hope dat they are pleasant ones. i kinda miz him these few days..i dunno why thou. the feeling juz kinda hit me. but i doubt he'll miz me back. Aww..nvm..i shall not tok bout all dis things..dampen my mood. kk, dats all for my entry tnite. best of luck to A104, lets rock the assessors!


Clare [10:23 PM]
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Thursday, November 04, 2004

Juz drop by to wish everyone who's taking A level chinese tmr the best of luck! jia you..
cherie, if u happen to read my blog.. dun wori n do ur best tmr k. prove it to Chen Y Z gal!

Clare [7:41 PM]
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

HeRe are sOmE love pHrAsEs for tHe empty hEaRt.. u'll be sUrpRisE how sOmE of tHeM can rEali reflect uR feelings...

"Learn to love someone who would never make you cry. If he hurts you real bad, then why don't you just say goodbye. You see, men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible so please remember that my dear."

"I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you. That sooner or later I would come to believe it. But I now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more."

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

"When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars."

"They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again."

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you."

"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them."

"Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was NEVER mine?"

"A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried!"

"Should i smile because you are my friend..Or should i cry because dats all you will ever be?"

"The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall."

"From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart."

"Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you."

"It hurts to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it is more painful to see the you are with unhappy with you."

"If tears could build a stairway on memories alone, I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again."

"I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground."

Clare [6:34 PM]
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Had to wake up at 6.30am dis morning. sacrifice my beauty sleep for the sake of PW. anyway itz the last lap and on the 10th of nov i shall be free from the tyranny of PW!!

Juz had our oral presentation today. hmmm..everything went quite well except for a TINY interuption when harry potter's dad decided to take off juz minutes before it was his turn to present. perhaps he reali did have "something" on eh.. perhaps Voldermot came back and he went off to seek revenge or something. [ya rite]

i shall pray and pray dat jay's concert will still have the 68bucks tickets. if not cherie wun go and there won't be anyone else to share with me the joy of immersing in his talented performance. even abalone is not going.. sigh. man, i cant wait for his concert! anybody interested in joining us? :p

me juz made a pizza. i have absolutely no idea how to make one so i juz dump cheese and ham and added blops of tomato sauce on top. guess it sounds real gross. anyway, i shall end my blog here n gather the courage to take on the challenge of tasting my pizza. hopefully, it does not taste as gross as it sounds. bye..

Clare [5:13 PM]
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
night swim..
last nitez me and guru went for a night swim..it was sooo romantic. juz the 2 of us lazing about in the pool..lately i've the desire to swim after watching the 9o'clock show.wat wonders drama shows can do to me. seeing ppl around me blogging makes me have the sudden desire to blog too. so here i am now..starting my very first blog.

my heart is kinda confused these days.. i try to forget him but yet there r times when i cant help but take a walk down our memory lane. itz reali hard to let go sometimes..but i guess i'll learn to do so. i reali dunno wat i should do now.. our relationship is kinda hanging like a half broken thread now. i guess love is reali like a knife, it can sculpt wonderful memories at times and can pierce ur heart too.

guess dats all for now..have to go to bed liao..tmr still have OP dry run at 8am. gotta go memorize my script now..


Clare [11:17 PM]


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