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Thursday, September 01, 2005
" Sorry, but because u opened this you will die in 3 days. sorry. the only way you can reverse this is by reposting it within 5 minutes. good luck By opening this chain mail u have been given bad luck for 2 months. If u repost this message then the bad luck will turn good. Here are the rules. 1)Give the bulletin a name that has nothing to do with a chain letter because this letter is a trap. The more people that you trick, the better luck. "
[From Friendster bulletin]
Ya ya I'm gonna die in 3 days. Aww, how sad. I didn't know Friendster bulletin has the ability to erm... grant me my death. Wow! The wonders of technology, it can even serve as a weapon for murder! *gasp in shock* Not only has it the ability to kill me, it can even turn my bad luck good! Ahh, aren't I one lucky girl. Now, if I repost this, I don't have to suffer with my books for prelims [technically, if I don't repost this, I don't have to study also, gonna die liao what, study for what], love will be at my doorstep, hmm what else, ya and I can have all the soft nougats in the world. How nice!
Oh, and not forgetting those bulletins that tell me I'll be able to find love/ my crush will ask me out/ blah blah blah if I repost the msg. Utter rubbish. So if I say my crush is Brad Pitt, and I repost the msg, he's gonna fly from Hollywood and ask me out for lunch tmr? Well ok, ask him to meet me at Suntec, I like to eat at Mache. =)
Clare [1:06 PM]
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Studying into the night has given me a rather sentimental mood. I don't know why am I blogging this. Hmm, well i just feel that there are too much emotions inside me and i need to empty out some of it. It doesn't help that I'm listening to some emo songs now. How do I start.. well i can say that I'm a very mysterious person, and there are secrets I hold that not even my best friend know of. Holding so many secrets can be overwhelming at times, and I've a desire to pour everything out. However, something is always holding me back, & it don't feel good to be sitting here, trying to put all your feelings properly into place. I don't have the courage to tell someone everything. I tend to think too much in the middle of the night. My confidence tends to dissolve. My imagination tends to run wild. I would love to be the kind of just-do-it girl. Unfortunately I lack the courage, the strength and the confidence in myself. I admire others, I see how others treat others, I see the difference in treatment, and I wonder. I often wonder, is image really that important? I see the importance of it, I feel it, and I'm guily of it. Sometimes I wonder, why do I care so much about my image? Why do I care so much about how others see me? I ponder, struggle to find my own answer. Perhaps I have found it, and I know the reason, I know its hidden somewhere, burried deep. But I know of its existance, I know why.
Clare [2:15 AM]