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Friday, January 26, 2007

There is this strength within me that I never knew existed.

It is always there, and itz only a matter of whether or not I wanna reach out to it.

Pain reminds me of existence.

But ultimately, misery isn't something one should seek.

Some says life is sucky.

To me, it is when life sucks that you see the beautiful things.

Subtle but beautiful.

Lil' actions and words and the mere presence that gives you faith and strength.

Life is indeed beautiful.
Clare [12:40 AM]
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

I don't know how long I can convince myself of my existence. But for now, I'll walk you through it. <3
Clare [10:20 PM]
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Updates on weekends
:: Last weekend - Sat ::

Last sat was spent with yan, sin & my guru. Met up with yan and drop by guru's workplace @ Vivo City to surprise her. Caught her eating snake and talking on the phone. Hehehe. =p Nauti guru. We deliberated between Cafe Cartel for lunch and Cavana. In the end, we chose the latter coz it was much cheaper.

Some pictures taken ...

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Went to Suntec while guru went back to work. I had a major craving for blueberry cheesecake and up till now, I've yet to satisfy my craving. =(

Dinner was spent eating at Hans. We took some really really retarded photos. Shall not post them here and humiliate myself. We spent the rest of the evening at guru's workplace Sasa. She gave us free eyebrow trimming and hand paraffin. Whee :) Hugs guru.

:: Sunday ::

It was a family gathering on sunday at my uncle's place. We gambled abit coz itz the new year! I love watching my relatives playing the game of chance [and of coz participating in it]. Their silly antics attempted to bring them good luck just makes me laugh. My mother even brought out this boxer with the chinese word "Fa" on it. LOL. It don't seem to work though, she kept losing after wearing it. Hahaha.

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The alleged pair of boxers that don't work

It seems that I finally unraveled the identity of my good luck charm - my mobile phone. Whenever I placed my bets beneath it, I tend to win. =D Funny how we all tend to look for our personal good luck charm or certain good luck routine when it comes to gambling.

In the end I won about $20, not bad considering that I only place $1 bets.

:: Current weekend ::

Flea flea flea market! Shopping spree! Bought so much stuff =D Retail therapy rocks. Saw the blogger Dawn Yang at the sgtrade flea market. Hmm think she's prettier in pictures. She looks too plastic in real. Still, she's obviously somebody whom will stand out in a crowd. I think she's even fairer than I am. Haha.

Okie, no more weekends to blog about. Last restday tmr before school starts again. Shall be a good girl and mug for my Financial Management. Wish me luck!


Clare [9:14 PM]
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Monday, January 15, 2007

Let me try blogging using the NTU server. There is a 90% chance that this entry would not be published. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

No particular topics to blog about. Shall blog about my weekend when I've the photos uploaded. :)

I'm just here to lament about the deteriorating condition of my skin. Grrr...

Imminent pimples threatening to secure their places on my skin. A nose that needs some serious exfoliating to get rid of the blackheads and those ugly pores need to be minimized.

I think itz time I do some strict skincare regime. No more hurry-scurry splash-it-with-water kind of face washing. Instead it shall be a thorough wash up followed by toner and moisturizer. Oh and throw in one or two masking sessions per week. That will be my new year resolution =X

Hmm I'm so bored now. I know I should be starting on my tutorials instead of slouching in front of the computer and typing mindless blog entry. Oh well.

I think I shall sleep.
Clare [1:08 PM]
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Friday, January 12, 2007

:: Irreplaceable ::
A friend once told me that a part of her past can never be replaced, not by anyone, not even by someone she loves wholeheartedly.
I'm not sure why, but that remark struck close to heart.
I guess some people just leave a chapter in your life story that you'll never forget and never want to.
A few people has written such a chapter in my life story.
From the first love that holds bittersweet memories to a love that falls prey to time and fate.
I've just began a brand new chapter in my life.
Like every other chapter, tears and happiness will always be present.
But I know I'll embrace this new chapter with hope and love :)

:: Inter JC pageant bash ::
Hunks and babes everywhere.
I feel innocent for once when I see the 16 year olds & 18 year old gals shaking their body and wild dancing to the music.
Gosh.
To think I was so obedient when I was 16 =P
Some pictures frm the night :)



I'm sorry for the lack in updates. Seems like stupid NTU server does not allow me to upload pictures and enter blogger. Grrr. Looks like I can only update when I'm back home.



Clare [8:41 PM]
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
2007

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My very first post of 2007.
Happy new year!

:: Countdown Party ::

What's a new year without countdown?
Had this year's countdown first @ clarke quay then @ esplanade.
Breathtaking fireworks, great company.
Did a lot of walking in heels. Maybe I might shed a few grams from all the walking.
The bad thing about countdown is the difficulty of getting home after that.
Cabs line engaged. No buses. No trains.
Gosh.
Finally managed to call a cab and reach home at 4+.
And the cab fare cost a bomb.
Sob.

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:: Hard Rock ::
Went to hard rock on the 1st.
Been a long time since I've set foot there.
I miss the old band.
The music was disappointing.

Had lychee margarita.
The alcohol was mild.
No kick. Hee.
And itz ex. Like about 21 bucks for a pint.

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:: Sentosa recee ::

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Went down to the lil' island to recee for next year's NBS camp.
I think we walked around 3/4 of the island.
Found a pretty scary barrack that might be ideal for fright night.
Interestingly, we found a big carpark that used to be Fantasy Island.
Gosh I do miss that water wonderland.
And I realized some of the tourists can be pretty unfriendly.
2 refused to take a group pic for us even thou we asked them nicely.
Grrr....
Still, we managed to get 2 nice angmohs to help us take.

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Shall end of this post with well wishes to all my friends for this brand new year. Cheers!
Clare [10:36 PM]


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