It was only till today that I realized the greatest hurt does not come from that which is inflicted upon by others.
The greatest hurt comes when you've hurt someone you love.
No amount of apologies can erase the hurt that was caused by my own hands.
No amount of tears can tear me away from the agony.
No sound of melody can soothe me to sleep.
I'm afraid to close my eyes.
Afraid of what is awaiting me in the morning.
Afraid of knowing what will happen.
Afraid of losing the very last ounce of my strength.
Maybe if I can just sleep forever, perhaps I'll never have to face the pain.
Perhaps.