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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Confessions of a little gal
No, I'm not gonna be a little girl waiting for love to fall into my lap.

Itz my life I'm talking about and I will pursue my own happiness.

You don't need a reason to fall in love.

Itz in senselessness that you see sense.

To the person whom I'm falling for, you may or may not be reading my blog. Whatever it is - Yes, this is a confession.

Sensitivity comes in what you tread on.

(Dunno what I'm talking about? Ask me. )

Hey clare, I give you the courage to post this. And the courage to go for it. :)
Clare [11:46 PM]
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

All right time for a little update on my recent life.

NTU interview went well. But I was freaking unlucky coz it was raining very heavily and I was stuck at the NTU bus stop. Thx to a really kind stranger who gave me his umbrella, I managed to make my way into the building without getting all wet. Went to Daiyan's house afterwards to show her some photoshop stuff, she's indeed a very fast learner. Hee. And your brochure looks gorgeous. I love it. :)

My new job is kinda stressful, with the need to meet target and all. I've a feeling if I don't buck up soon, I'll be terminated. Sigh.

My uncle just told me my camera will be here soon. Hehehe. I'm happy.

All right my old friend is coming back, I need my sleep.
Clare [1:10 AM]
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Wanted to blog about my recent life. But right now, my headache is killing me. The headache that has been hounding me for the past few days.

I'm dying.

Feel like banging my bloody head against the wall.
Clare [11:41 PM]
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
Reflections
The SMU interview went pretty ok, my only regret was my nerves. The damn nerves that made me stutter and fumble abit. Weird thing is, I kinda lost my interest in this school, the interiors and all remind me of a very well furnished hospital. Oh well. Nanyang biz school interview next, and I'm gonna make sure I do well for it.

Something maddened me. Damn those bloody idiots who did it. May they rot in hell.
Clare [4:57 PM]
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Friday, April 14, 2006

I finally realized that hardly anything can stand up against the erosive nature of time and distance. Not relationship. Not all friendship. Not even kinship.

I should have known it 2 years ago.

Once distance sets in, it seems so hard to return to the original state.

Guess we're all social butterflies in some way.

****

Anyway I've finally set up my very own photo collection. Next time there is any new pictures from outing or whatsoever, I'll upload it to my account. Itz much faster for frens to save it from there. Click on the below picture to access it:

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Alternatively, u can just go http://bluepeppermist.shutterfly.com/action/


Clare [3:30 AM]
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

A sudden whirlwind of activities, upcoming interviews with SMU, Nanyang business school and a new job.

They all seem to happen at once and itz giving me a headache!

Arggg, and now I gotta rush down to Taka to sign some contract thingy.

Ciao.
Clare [12:13 PM]
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Cycling trip
Met up with Cherie, Emilyn and Clarissa on Sunday to cycle and hang out in Emilyn's house.

Had lots of fun cycling a 2-sitter bike, was rather shaky at first but the journey went smoothly enough save for a little boy who rode right into our bicycle. Nobody was hurt thou :). Cherie brought us to this small little bicycle circuit where they have slopes and all. Sad to say me and Clarissa didn't have enough strength to ride our way up the slope so we ended up pushing the bicycle up instead. We took a short break there and started fooling around with the cam.

Wahaha, nice isn't it? My attempt to look like Yang Chen Ling's beaver face failed miserably, and I looked more like a scrunch up bloated old lady. I take my hat off emilyn, Sadako is no match for her eyeball-less face.

Te-hehe, they're all divas in the making.

After cycling, we head over to Emilyn's house to chill and learn the art of mahjong.



We ate back all the calories we burned during the cycling trip, sigh, the sinful indulgence. After attempting to learn mahjong, I now declare that mahjong is definitely not my game. Not only do I fail to fully grasp the rules, my luck with the drawing of tiles is beyond bad. Oh well, I guess I'll stick with poker cards.

At the end of it all, Emilyn's brother is real nice to drive us all back home.

I shall end this post with my all time favourite picture of the day. Its a fusion of Cherie's innovative idea and Emilyn's great acting.

Itz a day well spent. :)


Clare [4:47 PM]
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Saturday, April 08, 2006

This post is dedicated to 3 of my favourite people in this world.



Despite the ups and downs in life, if there's one thing I've faith in, itz the friendship between us that will stand strong. The world is ever changing, yet what we have between us will never change. As my guru puts it, love exists in such friendship. With them that I forget all the troubles, albeit momentary. They are the ones who understand me, and accept me as who I am. It is with these people that I feel like they're part of my world, simply because they make up my world.

Let me declare, I love u guys!


Clare [1:18 PM]
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Friday, April 07, 2006

Went to have sushi with kev and william for lunch. Wanted to leave some visual memories behind but the lack of cam made it rather difficult. After a little persuasion, the relcutant guys saunter into the awfully pink little shop - Pretty in Tokyo. That machine was rather pointless, making us pose for over 20+ pictures but we were only allowed to choose 6. The worst thing was I only chose 4 coz the time ran out.

All the best to kev! Take care!

My new blogskin is almost done, I just need one more picture and the right font.

Night out with the gals tmr, can't wait :)
Clare [12:49 AM]
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Thursday, April 06, 2006

New blogskin coming soon... had a little inspiration. This time it'll be less kiddish and alot simpler. Itz only half way done thou, I need some nice pictures.
Clare [12:11 AM]
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Monday, April 03, 2006
Its time
I'm done with complaining about how shitty my life is. Simply because I know itz not.

The children without homes, those with abusive parents, those with disabilities etc. aren't complaining so what gives me the right to complain?

Who am I to grumble when I've food to eat, a roof over my head, a complete family and almost any materialistic demand that I ask for?

Perhaps its time for me to grow up, to learn that life isn't all about getting the best. Contentment is hard to attain, yet it holds the key to better living.

Inferiority complex comes from my greed to get what is best. Contentment is the medicine for it.

Its also time for me to know that dignity isn't this high and mighty thing which I can't set aside.

With the help of someone I managed to step out of my own shoes and see how immature I've been all the while.

I'm picking up the pieces and taking a new route. It takes time but at least I'm trying.

All I wanna say is a heartfelt thanks to the someone. Thank you. :)
Clare [1:56 AM]
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Sunday, April 02, 2006

Life's not fun. No job, no camera among other shitty things.

Some things just can't be put blatantly on the blog.

Sometimes there's a need to put on a smile but yet the very thing that you feel least like doing is to smile.

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Teresa, here's the printscreen:


After downloading the brushes, just load them and scroll down all the way. U should be able to see the new brushes. :)

****



I like this picture.


Clare [9:44 PM]


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