Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Not strong
Guru once asked me: "Does being single feels lonely?"

Wanting to put up a brave front, i shook my head & said "Not really"

I knew that wasn't the truth. It was just a facade put up by me.

I'm not gonna be lonely, I can survive without love & I'm an independent gal.

At least, that's what I tried to convince myself.

As I struggle not to tumble on board a jittery train, all i yearn for is a supporting grip & the feeling of being protected.

Life can be lonely to walk alone.

True, we have great friends to accompany us through this gruelling journey. But sometimes, we need that special someone to be there.

You need this special someone to gently brush away the hair on your face & tell you with a smile that everything's gonna be all right.

You need this special someone to take you into his arms & tell you he'll be there for you when your world collapse.

You need this special someone to share your joy with him.

How many lonely late night bus journeys must i endure?

I feel the vulnerability of being alone.

I'm not strong.

Clare [10:37 PM]

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